You ever had one of those days where you hangout with a friend that is so dope that the day is perfect? The food is delicious, the drinks are fresh and crisp, the conversation is sent from above and time just flies by! Look, I’m not talking about the song of angels through the golden sunlight shining through the windows as clouds swoop us up. I’m talking about conversation so divine that every single inch of life is conversed about over thin crust pepperoni pizza and an ice cold cherry pepsi, all while laughing, crying, loving and enjoying life. Ya see, this friend is a friend created just for me, as I am for her. Our paths crossed when we were 20 years old and they remain intertwined, always will.
Sitting there talking with her was exactly what I needed. I spoke freely about everything, we always do. I shared my dreams, goals, fantasies, desires and accomplishments from a perspective I never shared before. Today, the divine had pizza with us and showed us our journey and all we’ve been through. All we have healed and grown from. Can you believe it?!
I’ve recently been struggling with being open, channeling and receiving downloads & communication from Spirit, but today at lunch, well, there were no issues there! It was all happening on its own right in the midst of our talking and eating. My words were filled with so much love and understanding of myself. There really isn’t any other way to explain it, it just felt like the veil of fog was lifted and I was able to breathe freely and express myself.
Now, if you know me, you know expressing myself is never an issue for me, lol. Matter of fact, I pride myself on being able to express myself the way I do. It’s a natural part of me that I shrunk because so many folks told me I was “too much” since I was a little girl. Maaann, fuck them!
One of the million things I have taught my daughter is NEVER shrink herself to make everyone else comfortable. Feel me?
I have been pretty down the last few weeks, not because of sadness, but because as I mentioned before, I have been struggling with my connection to the divine. Now, the irony is, when it comes to doing readings, everything is turned up to the fullest volume! But when it comes to me, that is where the challenge lies awake. I’ve been making that whole thing shitty for myself, though. Seriously shitty. But today I was shown what I needed to see, hear and feel. I was shown me. Yeah thas right, ME! We go on and on about “seeing ourselves” and showing up as “our authentic selves”, but do we actually do it? Nope, we don’t. Instead, we go head on into some bullshit spiral of self doubt and insecurity (at least, I do, lol) and end up stagnant because our mindset is garbage. Spirit was looking out for me today, as usual, and gave me a new perspective and experience to help jolt me. Today, Spirit gave me lunch with my BGF!
It was all gentle and loving, exactly what I needed without even realizing it. And ya know, that’s what Spirit does! Spirit is out here giving us what we lack and need when the chosen fitting moment has presented itself. I’m about it and I love it, all of it.
Thas a wrap.
To divine intervention when we don’t even know we need it!
With Love and Divine Feminine Strength.
Yours Truly,
Anna R.
